4 more days!

The time seems like it is going so slow but now that the "big" day is only 4 days away, it has seemed to fly by. I have been thinking a lot lately about when Matt and I met almost a year ago. We were so crazy in love just that first time we met. We have had our fair share of ups and downs, but all has been worth it. I love him so much, and can't picture my life without him. Lately I have been the biggest cry baby over any little lovey thing. The other day I was at Target reading cards, and was in tears. Today Matt told me how excited he is, and again tears. My dad asked me today if I was scared and ready. I said at times I'm scared and at times I feel ready. I'm not scared that I"m making the wrong choice, just scared/nervous of all the changes that will be happening. On Thursday I started packing up my room, and it slowly started sinking in. Everytime now that I drive out to my house I can't believe that these are the last few days that the house I have lived in my entire life will no longer be where I come to after work, or anytime. Also on Thursday Rachel, Gretchen, and Olivia met me at the MAC makeup counter to learn how to do my makeup for the wedding. It was so fun to have them there with me, and not really having to stress for that time we were together. After Rachel, Livi and I went shopping. We were trying to find new dresses to wear. Well none of us had luck. After Matt got off work we took some gifts back to Bed Bath and Beyond and then went to dinner. It was fun cause I still had my makeup all done up, and just being out alone with Matt is a treat. We stopped by Gretchen's and grabbed her vaccum and started cleaning "the place." I always call it Matt's place, and it drives him crazy cause he says that although I don't live there it's mine too. We vaccumed, dusted, organized, and after all of that there still seems to be so much more that needs to be done. I really don't know how all my stuff is going to fit in the apartment, or all of our wonderful gifts we have been receiving. If nothing else maybe Dad will let us rent out a corner of the garage.
Friday we woke up and hit the gym. Matt and I have a goal to work out as much as possible before the wedding. It's a good goal, but with work and little last minute things we will see how well we stick to it. Matt had to work 1-9:30 so I spent the day running errands, and doing more cleaning. Today the floors were done. It's so nice now to walk barefoot at the place. For Mother's Day Matt and Daxton bought me a certificate for a 1 hour massage, and I kept it uil now. It was amazing. It was just enough pressure to kind of hurt, but I found myself falling asleep towards the end. I really think they should offer 2 hour massages. Thanks boys for a great treat! Once Matt got off of work I was dead. From cleaning, running errands, and then a massage I was ready for bed but Matt wasn't. He wanted to go out and play. Well we settled for going to the store, and making brownies out at my house. It wasn't the night out I'm sure he wanted, but it was perfect.
So now I'm back to work for 2 nights, and it's so hard to be here. I want to be home with my family and Matt. He has to work everyday til the wedding so the night's I have to work we only see eachother for the 15 mins comes to visit on my breaks. I'm hoping when we're married and he's going to school and working full time we'll see eachother more.
So the final countdown has begun, and we can't wait!